I suppose my previous entry was all happy and great and exciting…I thought I was well.
Well, i sort of fucked myself and took some caffeine pills as, I was exhausted and thought I was going out. But I did one of those things where you take off your shoes and sit on your couch [with your ceiling fan on] and it feels too good to move and let go.
that, and I was watching Mary Poppins. Man, I love that movie. way ahead of it’s time. did you know that was julie andrews first movie?? okay, i digress.
regardless, i was crazy exhausted, but the caffeine pills kicked in and i was awake and tired. that SUCKED. so I ended up watching “A Time To Kill” for a bit. Then I felt feverish and decided to take a hot steaming shower at 4am…so when I got out, the atmosphere would be cold.
And when the scalding hot water was hitting me, I doubled over and threw up in the shower.
that’s attractive.
slept in the living room, watching who knows what. Finally fell asleep around 5am, woke up at 6am…as I was FREEZING and moved into my bedroom.
Went into my bedroom and…I was FREEZING. how freezing? I had a blanket AND a comforter on top of me and i was shivering…then I woke up yet AGAIN, as I was freezing and sweating at the same time.
How is that possible? Is that possible?
So I did that half blanket thing…where half of the comforter is on my freezing, sweaty torso and my legs are sticking out.
I feel i’m going through weird temperature mania. After the freezing sweats, I wake up at 11am and find, AGAIN, i have yet another fever.
i think my california bred body cannot handle the humidity…is this normal? do people across massachusetts coming across freezing sweats and fevers in the morning? am i an anomaly?
so, regardless, i’m staying home and taking flu/fever medicine yet again and watch some football movie or something.
i wonder if i have a weird disease. oh god, do i have mono? how do you get mono? do i have some tropical fever disease? am i diseased? AHHHHHH.
ok, i’m going to make lunch now or something.
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