THINGS I AM THANKFUL FOR:
*my eyesight to watch my dawn of the dead dvd.
*my brother to remind of what it’s like to be young and unsure
*my sister to remind me that i am not the same person in the loony bin
*my friend steve who cares what i do
*my friend samantha who invited me for thanksgiving so i would not be alone
*my hearing so i could listen to my itunes collection
*my friend keith who will invite me over when i have nothing to do
*my roommate john who always gives me a shoulder to cry on when i’m down, an arm when i need to be picked up and a hug when something great happens
*all of my roommates for not giving me shit that i eat a lot of chicken and that i have a warm and friendly place to live..oh and because of the huge number, keeping my rent low
*my car where my heart and sould lives in
*my job to pay for my bills and my vices
*my mom and dad for helping me pay for stuff and flying my sister out to MA. {YAY!!!}
*my friends in california to remind me where i came from
*my friends in new york who remind me where i want to go
*my friends in massachusetts who accepted me wholeheartedly as this bicoastal mutt
*the red sox for making baseball exciting again
*my dvd player for my excessive use of it
*my health insurance which will make sure i die on a mattress
*america for giving my family a chance to not live in a third world country and live a comfortablelife
*college for molding me into a person who will not be stepped on as often and to fight for my dreams
*instant messenger to pass the time away and allow me to play games and talk to people all over the place so i don’t have to hold my cell phone to my ear
*my dog sally for wishing i had her energy to do shit
*my asshole for cleansing my system everyday
*my glasses for helping me see but not making me look TOO nerdy
and….
my panda for loving me the way i am.
i will do this [given to me by my sister]:
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
- Sharon
- Sharona
- Share
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
- elerigby18
- befuddledfilm
- iamtiredyo
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
- i follow my heart–and pursue it regardless of consequences for fear i will not live out my life.
- i will do outrageous favors for friends.
- i rarely judge people and if i do, i always give people a second chance.
THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
- i’m fucking impatient
- incompetent with keeping finances under control
- when i feel i have been wronged, i will withdraw and become overly sensitive [whereas, if i’m feeling life is going well, i don’t mind people making fun of me] and will try to hide my feelings or how hurt i am by overcompensating with cheerfulness or being cold. [that was a long one]
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
- Filipino
- American
- a very small part Japanese/a quarter Spanish. hmm.
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
- overthinking situations and choosing the wrong decision.
- somebody who truly cares for me and the implications it implies
- the high expectations i have for myself will lead to failure and disappointment because my lack of control of the situation. actually, lack of control of my life PERIOD.
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
- car
- music
- diet coke
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
- my glasses
- my penguin pajamas
- my duck underwear
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS (or singers) AT THE MOMENT:
- Plain White T’s
- Jimmy Eat World
- Modest Mouse
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITES SONGS AT THE MOMENT:
- “Your House” Jimmy Eat World
- “Fireworks” Plain White T’s
- “Mad World” Gary Jules
THREE REASONS YOU’VE BROKEN UP WITH EXES:
- lack of commitment
- bad kisser [so i’m shallow. i love kissing…what do you want?]
- insecure about me being more intelligent than him [for fuck’s sake]
THREE THINGS YOU WOULD WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP: love is a given
- chemistry
- romance
- friendship [this would entail trust]
THREE THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
- i’m a sucker for musical talent. i can’t help it. [incidentally, i tend to look at the oppposite sexes hands for this one.]
- someone who is hilarious but isn’t always putting on a show.
- eyes.
THREE THINGS YOU CAN’T DO:
- whistle
- a pull-up [i think my family is lacking the genetic makeup to do a pull-up]
- forget when you fucked me over
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
- watching dvds with the commentary on
- taking random road trips and trying to get lost and find my way back [happens a LOT in MA. not so much in new york or CA]
- starting a book and not finishing it because a much more interesting book comes along.
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BAD RIGHT NOW:
- share a bed with someone.
- fly away from here.
- have all my excess weight flushed out of my system in one painful yet successful excrement.
THREE CAREERS YOU’RE CONSIDERING:
- film
- professor [preferably sociology]
- any career that would deal with international travel.
THREE PLACES YOU WOULD GO ON VACATION:
- Australia
- Europe [that’s a duh]
- Tokoyo
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
- fall in love for the first time.
- go to a World Series game
- have sex outdoors [yeah, yeah, i’m lame and boring.]
Must…watch…..Dawn of the Dead now….must….eat….brains…
